小さな恋の歌

从芝加哥飞回来的飞机上就感觉这两天自己有点像做梦一样，回到了初中，高中，或是大学时代。gsm算是初中的记忆，lyy高中以来就没见过，bx，dhn，lmg也都是大学时代才最后见过的。每次有这种感觉的时候总是想在blogger上面记录一些什么。然后发现自己写东西的耐性和能力越来越不如以前。可能是因为越来越少去写东西吧。初高中的时候有一点自己感受到的东西就像记录下来，那时候会感觉自己真的好厉害，能想到这么多的东西。现在却突然发现当自己把这些都经历一遍之后，却越来越把自己的想法记录下来了。

这个blog也有好多年了。希望自己能一直写下去。不管一个月一篇还是一年一篇。只要google还在自己应该还会在这个上面写点什么吧。反正也没什么观众，随便写写。

再说回来的飞机上，一种物是人非，或者物非人是的感觉涌上心头。在宾大不管交了多少朋友，去过多少party，真正没什么顾忌去闹去作的人却永远是日语班的那一帮。这种感觉有可能永远会持续下去吧，而且自己也并不想失去。

然而，还是那一句话，life goes on. 对自己将来重要的永远是接下来的事情和人。Life moves on. 为了不断的前行，自己必须坚强，必须focus on前方的道路。只是在累的时候，能回到这帮人的怀抱里闹一闹，停下来怀念一下，还是很不错的。

爱你们。065，03日。

One direction

出发吧不要问哪路在哪儿 

迎风向前

是唯一的办法

I always think there should be a direction of each road of life I choose. But what I usually failed to do is to see the direction before each choice.

Sometimes, I just cannot see where to go, and which way to choose. 

When compare with others, those the elite from every group, especially those around me, I cannot see how to catch up with them, and to become one of them. Usually, I quit, telling myself it not suitable for me. 

However, avoidance cannot always be a solution to everything. Some time, the repercussion will eventually come back at me.

What I always want to have is the ability to make a choice, and then stick to it. 

Maybe there is no best way. Or, the best way is to just do it, till the end.

And also, there is no time for me to waste. Always be prepared, is the only way to success.