I always think there should be a direction of each road of life I choose. But what I usually failed to do is to see the direction before each choice.
Sometimes, I just cannot see where to go, and which way to choose.
When compare with others, those the elite from every group, especially those around me, I cannot see how to catch up with them, and to become one of them. Usually, I quit, telling myself it not suitable for me.
However, avoidance cannot always be a solution to everything. Some time, the repercussion will eventually come back at me.
What I always want to have is the ability to make a choice, and then stick to it.
Maybe there is no best way. Or, the best way is to just do it, till the end.
And also, there is no time for me to waste. Always be prepared, is the only way to success.