雨

下了一天的大雨，带风的那种很大很大的雨。
在家里面还是那样的无所事事
用手抹了两下窗玻璃 想看看外面究竟是什么样
却看到了跟窗户上一样在下雨的夜
突然想起了老友记里面第一集中Ross和Racheal从窗户向外面看下雨的夜的情景
也许此时此刻也有那么一个人在世界的某个角落同样做着同一件事情吧

too sensitive
总觉得自己是这样
不够现实 不够理性 不够成熟
一份早起精心准备的早餐
显然不能改变哪怕一丁点的事情
这似乎违背了蝴蝶理论
却又从另一方面证实世界还是不容易改变的

好好生活 好好改变自己的生活

songs

每次给你选歌的时候都是慎重又慎重，却总又能在很短的时间内挑出自己满意的歌曲。
一首歌，加一句类似感慨又没有文笔的话，却让自己对这首歌有了新的定义。
记得有谁说过，一首歌就是一个故事。
而对那故事里面的人和事，明明知道只是美好的幻想，却从未失去希望。
本已经在不该如此幻想的年龄，却依旧喜欢闭上眼，在世间万物中遨游，不是说瞎话，不是什么俗套的作文，但是只要闭上眼，世间万物都变得如此清晰。

幻想家，不，只能算个幻想者。

规律，理论

还是

杂乱，混沌

也许世界就是

将看似无情的2分法

混合成和谐的混沌

让渺小的我们

在看似一切都很明了的世界中迷茫着

what are words----chris medina

Anywhere you are, I am near
　　Anywhere you go, I'll be there
　　Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
　　How every single promise I keep
　　Cause what kind of guy would I be
　　If I was to leave when you need me most
　　What are words
　　If you really don't mean them
　　When you say them
　　What are words
　　If they're only for good times
　　Then they don't
　　When it's love
　　Yeah, you say them out loud Those words
　　They never go away
　　They live on, even when we're gone
　　And I know an angel was sent
　　Just for me and I know I'm meant
　　To be where I am and I'm gonna be
　　Standing right beside her tonight
　　And I'm gonna be by your side
　　I would never leave when she needs me most
　　What are words
　　If you really don't mean them
　　When you say them
　　What are words
　　If they're only for good times
　　Then they don't
　　When it's love
　　Yeah, you say them out loud Those words
　　They never go away
　　They live on, even when we're gone
　　Anywhere you are, I am near
　　Anywhere you go, I'll be there
　　And I'm gonna be here forever more
　　Every single promise I keep
　　Cause what kind of guy would I be
　　If I was to leave when you need me most
　　I'm forever keeping my angel close