又一次从梦中醒来,然后头的巨疼让自己明白这是现实。对于不明白真正喜欢一个人的时候是什么样的自己来说,梦里的情感总是过于强烈。梦里的情节可以做到那么丰满,与现实是那么吻合,导致自己愿意相信那就是现实。眼泪仍旧对自己无用,现实中的一切都要复杂好多好多倍,现实中甚至可以去像这种情感很傻。并没有任何exclusive的成分,因为是我嘛,到现在还是那样。而梦里的自己却那么的清楚自己想要的,那么清楚控制自己的安全感,而变得exclusive。慢慢从睡梦中醒过来,自己的想法也慢慢显示了很多,可自己还是希望喜欢人的时候能像梦里这样,像电视剧里一样,能轰轰烈烈... 哈哈 什么乱七八糟的。越来越感觉自己像ted了呢。。这可真的不好。每份感情都那么努力,导致到最后自己真的会忘掉当初是怎么喜欢一个人。当初的好感,刚才这种梦里面的情感等等,都会被自己忘记。自己只会专注于让两个人在一起更好的方式,而去忽略自己内心的东西。也许人生就是这样,越现实越好,赚好多好多钱。然后等什么都有了之后再用钱去填补内心的空虚。用现实的自己不断的去否定自己的梦,到头来自己也会觉得自己很幸福。自己骗自己与自己让自己努力,也许只有一纸之隔。跟以前一样,今天的梦也许以后不会记起来,就算记起来又能怎样,自己又没法做任何改变。
2012年9月5日星期三
2012年9月2日星期日
Destiny
Destiny - Jaci Velasquez .
Copyright © 2011 Archi probido copear o publicar sin mi concentimiento .
My destiny-Jim Brickman & Jordan Hill
What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I never had
This feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I dont know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew
Baby your my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I'll give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny
I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end
Of time
But forever was just a word (just a word)
Something I'd only heard about
But now youre always there for me
When you say forever I believe
Baby all we need
Is just a little faith
'Cause baby I believe
That love will find a way
Copyright © 2011 Archi probido copear o publicar sin mi concentimiento .
My destiny-Jim Brickman & Jordan Hill
What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I never had
This feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I dont know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew
Baby your my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I'll give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny
I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end
Of time
But forever was just a word (just a word)
Something I'd only heard about
But now youre always there for me
When you say forever I believe
Baby all we need
Is just a little faith
'Cause baby I believe
That love will find a way
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